A Dark and Cold Night . .

I just got home and I must do the records of my groupmates for our English subject . . by that time, I've been liking someone . . someone I never thought of crushing or maybe loving? . . Then I opened his notebook, right at the first page of it. . . . I saw what I feared the greatest in my whole life. . . . the name of the girl that he likes. . . the name of the girl that I've been rival or competing with .

It hurts to admit it but it seems that all the people that I loved always leave me hanging . . letting me sleep with tears in my eyes. . letting me fall for nothing at all . . .that's why this dark and cold night, I wanted to cry and burst out for everything's seem to be my fault. . . I don't want to love anymore. . . So please take my heart away . . :(