A Sad . . Sad Monthsary . .

This December 3 was actually the day wherein me and my bestfriend's monthsary . . . . but then it turned out to be the worst day I ever had. Yesterday, I actually told them that if they let me watch the basketball game of Galilee (my section, 2nd year) vs Bethany (4th year), my day would be fine and I'll join the party . . The two of my friends . . Tiffany Joy and Tishanie were included and their partners . . . hope you got my point. . but I was single. . single in total . . . I mean . . no one courts, nothing!!! Nothing at all!!! I was out of place at all!!! They were having a nice day . . . what about me??? Joining them not and I even haven't watched the last quarter of the game!!!

It was actually a terrible feeling for me!!!! I'm not just out of place!!! I'm so lovesick!!! Homesick!!! Friendsick!!! everything!!! I actually hate this day!!! Another thing is that, I was so guilty because I know I was of burden for my friends. . and maybe my "bestie" was angry with me because he asked me to take good care of his things which I just asked one of my classmates to be responsible of it since I have to go for the sake of not ruining the day . . which turned out to be the worst day of this year!!! It's not just a sad monthsary . . . but a day . . . which I just can't stop tears flowing from my eyes . . . . like how the clouds were not in the mood to soar the skies . . . . . .