1, 2, 3 SuRpRiSe!!!

October 13, 2005. This day is the 11 - monthsary with "Past." But as you well know, he still is in me for that long. Imagine. Goodness!!! And imagine, in our 2nd periodical exams . . . . Ia is my room mate!!! Grrr . . as in!!! But however, I'm just fine . . . :D Keep on keepin' on!!!

After the exam, my whole world fell off me when I saw "Now" and Michelle together. What a bad sight!!! As in!!! Good thing, Erika and Kevin are there to help me out and cheer me up. Then, after a few more minutes, miraculously, Del took a picture of us. . only the both of us!!! Naks!!! Then he was teasing me for I was kinda small. . haha . . laughs laughs laughs!!! Then later on, he was about to go down for tutor. Then, he was teasing me to kiss him!!! Then I told him "Asa ka! Hindi mo nga ginawa eh! " Because yeterday, before I went home, I was with Ella and Paeng in the Grade School Canteen, talking. I was standing then, then he told me "Umupo ka kaya!!! Pawis ka na noh!!!" Naks!! Caring!! hehe . . then he placed a chair beside him and let me sit there. So he was teasing me and all that so Ella was saying "Mahangin ah!!!", "Oo nga!!! Ang lakas!!!" I answered. But then, I have to go already, so when I went home I decided to text Ella. Then we were talking and I asked her to tell Paeng to take care of my Florante and Laura for I have to pass it on October 13. Then she said ok . . . then later on, she texted me something. Something stating that "May kiss ka daw kay Paeng bukas!!!" And I told to myself . . WHAT!!! And I replied "Sabihin mo, O talaga? ulul!!! Inde naman niya yun kayang gawin eh!!!" Then she replied "Gagawin niya daw." So I started to imagine if it would really happen tomorrow. So I waited.

After the exam, after the picture taking thingy and all that, he was about to go down for his tutor sessions. Then before he went down, he was asking me to kiss him in the cheeks!!! I told him "Asa!!! Hindi mo pa nga ginagawa eh!!!" Then he said "O halika dito!!!" Then I was hesitating, he was about to come back!!! Waaaah!!! Then he told me "Ano?!?! Tara!!!" Then I told him "Ano?!?!" Then he held me tight and hold me at my shoulders and kissed me in the cheeks!!!!!!!!!!!!! ShEm!!!!! It was my unforgettable moment in my ummm . . . . High School life? Hahahaha . . . . . Erika and Angeline was so shocked when I told them~~~!!!! Gosh . . I'm so HAPPY!!!! All my sadness were wiped away. I was so shocked and can't have any comments about it. He was the second man to do that to me. . . GOSH!!! It was a total surprise!!! It seems like it's not my monthsary to "Past" but my most unforgettable memory with "NOW" . . . SURPRISE!!! :D

SaNa

These past few days from October 4 to 6 are what I call "Happy Days". Why? These are the days wherein me and Paeng are usuallly talking much and having good times even ummm . . kilig moments? He used to tease me and asking me to kiss him in his cheeks and I usually answer back "asa!" There was this time, I guess that's October 4 or 5 wherein the whole half of the day we sat beside each other. He used to tease me and so do I. We talked of certain things and laugh by the end. Then even though I'm happy in the outside and the inside, there are still questions that are bugging my mind from the time I've started to love somebody else. Questions like, would I end up happy at last? Will I still be happy tomorrow? Will I be happy by this time of year? Will I be hurt again for several times around? Questions that make me cry at night. Question that keep me from total happiness. I just hope that someone would understand. Understand things and take me away from that nightmare. Hayyy . . . . as what the title of my song is . . . . . Sana . . .